I am a fan of the TV series Heroes.
Whenever I watch the show I secretly wished that I had a superpower as
well. Of all the superpower, superability that there is, I would like
to have the ability to freeze time. It seems like as of late I
always don't have enough time (which is actually caused by my tendency
to procrastinate, then forget) which then resulted in a really big
mess. And I think I have (sort of) abandoned my girlfriend (not caring
for her, the like). This is like an eternal strife for me because I
don't think I'll ever be man enough if I don't ever move out of this
phase - this phase of being a delaying loser. I don't think I'll ever
appeal to be man enough if I didn't change. I feel like only half
complete, like Afdlin Shauki without his swollen belly. The problem
with life is you don't have a second choice unless you were granted by
another person. I don't have a second chance with everything else but I
do (I think) have a second chance with my significant other. It doesn't
mean I'm de-ranking her to second spot (just because I have the second
chance and the rest don't) but it has to be a fair compromise between
the two. And that's why I need the ability to freeze time. Because I
can never lose on both grounds. I don't ever want to.