2 posts tagged “hafeez by ezrin”

I am a fan of the TV series Heroes. Whenever I watch the show I secretly wished that I had a superpower as well. Of all the superpower, superability that there is, I would like to have the ability to freeze time. It seems like as of late I always don't have enough time (which is actually caused by my tendency to procrastinate, then forget) which then resulted in a really big mess. And I think I have (sort of) abandoned my girlfriend (not caring for her, the like). This is like an eternal strife for me because I don't think I'll ever be man enough if I don't ever move out of this phase - this phase of being a delaying loser. I don't think I'll ever appeal to be man enough if I didn't change. I feel like only half complete, like Afdlin Shauki without his swollen belly. The problem with life is you don't have a second choice unless you were granted by another person. I don't have a second chance with everything else but I do (I think) have a second chance with my significant other. It doesn't mean I'm de-ranking her to second spot (just because I have the second chance and the rest don't) but it has to be a fair compromise between the two. And that's why I need the ability to freeze time. Because I can never lose on both grounds. I don't ever want to.