Oh my... goodness...

Never, in my entire existence, have I been so 'moved' by a song (or two perhaps) that I go absolutely mental when I listen to it. Even Syd Barret's legendary mind trip materials that was The Piper at the Gates of Dawn never got this close to remove me entirely from my self. Or Black Moth Super Rainbow (although the sensation they created from that densely hypnotic sound is superbly mesmerizing). Never in my entire life a song had made me feel like wanting to stab myself, take out my heart, and eat it. It was genuinely a moment of lunacy that even surpass my frantic Subang years. Never has a band created a song so powerful that I lost my physical, mental and emotional control. Never, in my entire existence, have I heard anything like the Beach House. No song has been this powerful, and this haunting that each time I press the play/repeat button, I feel like I'm going to explode.

If there is ever a moment where I was given with no other option but suicide, I want Beach House to be the soundtrack for the moment. When I've grown old, and are lying on my bed, waiting for my time of death, I want Beach House to be the soundtrack for the moment. I'll be a lunatic one day, I know; and I'll never regret my life because I have loved (Ezrin) and I have listened to Beach House.
Quite incidentally, the band actually has a song entitled Gila. It's about time I go crazy again.