Crap weekend ahead beware
This entry will be full of story of failure, starting with:
Failing health - my grandfather (my father's father) is down with a cancer. Can't remember which part of his body but I know it is contributed by his heavy smoking. I still remember clearly those days when I was still in pre-school when I regard him to be my best friend. Of course, growing up and not seeing him a lot since then, that fondness towards him had grown lesser. He's a very small man and looked kind of frail but he always pride at his quite amazing bicep. He always told stories of how physically strong he is while flexing his muscle in front of the then awed me. But he's a very heavy smoker. But until today I still look at him as some sort of a hero; had a glorious heyday during his youth, downed enemies from the neighboring kampung, had many beautiful maids admiring him. But he also had a curious shine in his eyes that shows a sign of melancholic loneliness. I feel like giving him a hug.
Failing wealth - I have my final rm10 note in my wallet and I'm supposed to survive on that for at least another two weeks. Once I've spent that ten ringgit, all hell breaks loose. I've already spent all my coins saving; I can't possibly call my parents because they are also facing basically the same issue as I do; I can't call anyone really - my handphone is out of credit and I can't use the public phone because I'm out of coins. It has been for two consecutive nights that I've been having nightmares of Big Macs and teppanyakis and Pizza Hut. Just about the right time to have the craving for expensive foods. Damn it.
